the one that got away aka the hot person you saw while you were with your parents
I’ve become so numb about everything and it’s terrifying me. I feel empty, I want to change my life around but I feel trapped, I have too many responsibilities here that I can’t just leave and live my dreams. It’s selfish of me to think this way since I have someone here I have to take care of, but I can’t help my thoughts of what would have happened if I didn’t have these responsibilities. I’m so depressed, and this is the only way I could think of to let everything out.
I want to experience new things, i want to go to new places. My soul is aching. Everything’s changing. I’m so worried about my father, I don’t know what I would do without him, our relationship is the reason why I believe in Love. Everyone here is too caught up with such shallow things it’s hard to talk to anyone that understands. I may seem like I can take on anything, but sometimes it’s too much for me to handle all at once.